I'm sure I've missed a lot!! I wanted to be back sooner but I just couldn't (personal reasons) We are fine thank you for asking^^
Yeah, I know. weird that I don't want more Heather pictures. I'm not joking when I said that I was recovering from an addiction :( in the last months I was pretty much watching, reading, drinking, eating, dreaming, daydreaming, listening all Brittana/Heather/Glee stuff. My phone was full of Heather pictures, wich I checked everyday like 20 times per day... All the music I listened to was Glee music, but not only Glee music but all songs featuring Britt and Santana! It was insane. All I did was talk about Glee and Brittana and Heather to whoever I was talking too... my life had become Glee and Brittana and Hemo. I knew I was wrong. I knew there was something wrong. So I started getting scared because I even noticed a couple of girls that really liked me and wanted to talk to me and hang out and I turned them down because of Hemo!! DX In my computer my wallpaper was Brittany. In my phone the wallpapper was Brittana. I was developing an addiction to technology too. So I desided that it had to stop. I want to be a normal fan not a literally insane fan :(
I still love Hemo and Britt and Brittana. But I don't want those things to rule my life :/ I've been dealing with the idea of having Heather back on the show. And while I'm absolutelly thrilled about it and the possibility of Brittana coming back I don't want to get too obsessed about them :( i was checking some backstage pictures of Heather in the episode "100" and I felt like I was getting back to my attraction to her. I started shaking and I just had too close the tab and look the other way.
Hope you understand me :/ So please. No more Hemo picture D: They are too tempting....
My new username and stuff is a whole other story XD I'm reconnecting with my Disneyside and I'm a huge fan of Frozen their latest movie :) You can say that I sort of "replaced" Heather Morris with Idina Menzel <3 With the huge difference that I have total control over my "obsession" with Idina. She was casted as Elsa in Frozen. And you can imagine that I have a mayor crush on Elsa!
Attack Hug? Is that coincedance or it that a not so subtle hint - the Asian Girl hugging a guy xDD. OK, Alan attack hug!!! And an attack hug from a redhead as well...
Alan, I hope you are getting well.
I knew I was wrong. I knew there was something wrong. So I started getting scared because I even noticed a couple of girls that really liked me and wanted to talk to me and hang out and I turned them down because of Hemo!!
Yes, it is good you realized this on your own and now attempt to control. We all have our pains and with good luck and effort, we over come. When you do, your character moves forward and gains a strength and wisdom. For years, I hid in my studies and martial arts training. I had few friends and was an isolated geek. I was affraid for many years after being beaten up @ 10 years old. I promise, if you truly want change and always head into that direction, you will find wonderful things in life, and you don't always have to give everything up.
Perhaps, those girls are still looking for that special Alan guy that I know exists. I recall a girl that once took you to the mall and coffee. You were quite happy about that. I always hope you find happiness. I told you, I do not think about the realities of Chan and I. I don't. Chan, made me realize that I can indeed have my studies, my martial arts, and the answer to my biggest want. yet also fear. Somebody really cared, wanted to be with me, and was willing to let me take my time to accept all this, to enjoy it all and find that life was so much better than being caught up in the world I used to isolate myself..... I am so very happy and proud of you, Alan. Always Be Well.
OMG!! It was totally a coincedance XD I can't believe I didn't noticed that about the gif!! But now that I do, I like it ;D Bring on the redhead too!! Say hi to her from me :)
Lucy, you just keep being the sweetest person I know :´) And you still remmeber that girl?! xD Either: You have the memory of an elephant or you really want me to get a real girlfriend LOL You're the best!!
Thank you so much for your word :w: Those were really difficult times for me. And they aren't over. But I will fight to get completely well! :) Thank you so much for always being there for me^^ You even remmebered my birthday (Jan 29th) <3 I still remember yours is Feb 5th^^ I'm sorry I didn't send you my congratulations :(
Now that you are telling me all that about you and Chan I can't help to smile and be happy for both of you! You know I will always wish you both the best of best in this life <3
Froze my butt snowboarding today! I am just learning. Chan is an awesome on skis. So, she has lots of fun. Me, my butt does a great job of sliding on snow xDD. So, we got home went out to dinner and I am now sending email because someone is snoring on the couch - ssssshhh. Oh well, Mid term exams in a few weeks, so sleeping beauty over there has lots of study tomorrow and project papers to write and I have my share of academic stuff to work on, as well.
And you still remmeber that girl?! xD Either: You have the memory of an elephant or you really want me to get a real girlfriend
Yes, I have a really good memort Alan. A girlfriend for Alan? Only when you find a good person that brings happiness, Alan. But, I always enjoy the happy Alan guy. Do you ever see that girl anymore? Well, I really hope you are doing well and seeing all that is good in life. I will always wish you both the best of best in this life <3 well Alan, We get the same from the two of us!
You even remmebered my birthday (Jan 29th) why would I forget that? You remember mine!! oooh, maybe another Hug Attack!!! afterall, it appears you like happy Asian girls with big smiles and leaping hug techniques. LOL!!! I think I can do that!!
Be well Alan. OK, Time for me to go get sleep as well. Need to get up early, go to the Gym and then spend long hours at the Library.
If RIB keeps on giving brittana sh*t then I always can count on my back up OTP to have a happy ending :) Hear from you and Chan is like reading a romantic comedy book lol And I like romantic comedies XD I went to ski when I was in high school! I didn't like it :p It was really hard to move with those damn heavy skies!! I didnt slipped as much as my brother though XD But I would like to try snowboarding sometime! I would like to spend more time in the snow and cold, but I don't have that luck XP
Hows you're sleeping beauty doing? I imagine she looks so freaking cute slleping on the couch!
sigh* I want a girl to bring me happiness too :( I feel so lonely lately, I mean as in the need of a girlfriend.... argh! I sound so desperate right now! No, I haven't seen that girl again :( I'm sure that if I ever do we would spend a great time together :)
I think I do like happy Asian girls with big smiles and leaping hug techniques XD Come attack me whenever you like Lucy, I'll catch you ;D
Chan, the Sleeping beauty? Nooooooooooooooooo, she is a mess when sleeping. Even, the Crazy Cat stays away LOL!!
Come up here for a few days, you will get a life time of cold, snow ice and winter sports. Although, we had mild weather today and had blue skies for a while. Too bad, we had to study all day. I did manage to get out for a walk to the coffee shop on the way home from the library and actually felt warm sun for a moment or two. That was much better than wind blown frostbite. You really sure you want to experience this?
If you do, I can get the sleeping mess that is actually a gifted skier to provide a few lessons and expertise. Then, you can get a frozen butt as well. xD You will change you mind really quickly
Well, you are doing well, now. You are beginning to let go of your addiction and realize that something is indeed missing in your balance in life. Don;t worry someone will appear one day. So, just stay calm. Really...Take it from experience. Ok, between my last boyfriend in China( that was a horrible ending) and officially dating Chan - that was about 7 years. I think I went on maybe 5 or 6 dates in that time. So don't let it become some reason to be sad. It appears that 3 girls have had interest in you since we have been sending letters. That is better than me during my lost years. I think you should find ms mall and coffee!!! maybe you can tell her that some smart BITCH from MIT said Alan is the most best guy. If she does not believe that, then I can kick her A$$ - LOL On second thought, perhaps I am not good at providing dating tips or asstance.
Looks like really awesome pictures of Brittana are being posted - Be STRONG Alan Guy! you can do this!!!
So, you like my dating tips and advise? xDD I will be at my ready to either give big recommendations for Alan Guy or kick someone's butt if they say anything but yes xDD
So, what else is happening? Do you still suffer from the Dumb@ss Duo? Hopefully, you are not being over worked and your back is also getting much better.
So, you want to learn how to ski? OK, we can do that. So, this message board goes to an email address email@example.com - I usually reply on message board, but if you send directly to that, I can reply with a picture of me, and one of the redhead - I have sent them to Alby and Sofia. OK, you will change your mind about redheads. I promise.
an alan review. We saw and read that - awesome!! Yeah!! The best part of glee these days...the return of the alan rant/review.
now, for the bad but funny. i told chan that you did not want her picture because redheads burn your eyes. xDD oooooooooh myyyy. she started speaking in french canadian. that's bad. but, i was luaghing. i had no idea what she was saying, but i was laughing
well, enjoy your week away from the jack@ss duo!! you deserve more than a week away from those two.
hope you are doing well. we have mild weather - finally!!! still have lots of snow on the ground, but no more frostbite on my butt.......
hey chan, his eyes are burning just thinking of redheads!!