I'm sure I've missed a lot!! I wanted to be back sooner but I just couldn't (personal reasons) We are fine thank you for asking^^
Yeah, I know. weird that I don't want more Heather pictures. I'm not joking when I said that I was recovering from an addiction :( in the last months I was pretty much watching, reading, drinking, eating, dreaming, daydreaming, listening all Brittana/Heather/Glee stuff. My phone was full of Heather pictures, wich I checked everyday like 20 times per day... All the music I listened to was Glee music, but not only Glee music but all songs featuring Britt and Santana! It was insane. All I did was talk about Glee and Brittana and Heather to whoever I was talking too... my life had become Glee and Brittana and Hemo. I knew I was wrong. I knew there was something wrong. So I started getting scared because I even noticed a couple of girls that really liked me and wanted to talk to me and hang out and I turned them down because of Hemo!! DX In my computer my wallpaper was Brittany. In my phone the wallpapper was Brittana. I was developing an addiction to technology too. So I desided that it had to stop. I want to be a normal fan not a literally insane fan :(
I still love Hemo and Britt and Brittana. But I don't want those things to rule my life :/ I've been dealing with the idea of having Heather back on the show. And while I'm absolutelly thrilled about it and the possibility of Brittana coming back I don't want to get too obsessed about them :( i was checking some backstage pictures of Heather in the episode "100" and I felt like I was getting back to my attraction to her. I started shaking and I just had too close the tab and look the other way.
Hope you understand me :/ So please. No more Hemo picture D: They are too tempting....
My new username and stuff is a whole other story XD I'm reconnecting with my Disneyside and I'm a huge fan of Frozen their latest movie :) You can say that I sort of "replaced" Heather Morris with Idina Menzel <3 With the huge difference that I have total control over my "obsession" with Idina. She was casted as Elsa in Frozen. And you can imagine that I have a mayor crush on Elsa!
Attack Hug? Is that coincedance or it that a not so subtle hint - the Asian Girl hugging a guy xDD. OK, Alan attack hug!!! And an attack hug from a redhead as well...
Alan, I hope you are getting well.
I knew I was wrong. I knew there was something wrong. So I started getting scared because I even noticed a couple of girls that really liked me and wanted to talk to me and hang out and I turned them down because of Hemo!!
Yes, it is good you realized this on your own and now attempt to control. We all have our pains and with good luck and effort, we over come. When you do, your character moves forward and gains a strength and wisdom. For years, I hid in my studies and martial arts training. I had few friends and was an isolated geek. I was affraid for many years after being beaten up @ 10 years old. I promise, if you truly want change and always head into that direction, you will find wonderful things in life, and you don't always have to give everything up.
Perhaps, those girls are still looking for that special Alan guy that I know exists. I recall a girl that once took you to the mall and coffee. You were quite happy about that. I always hope you find happiness. I told you, I do not think about the realities of Chan and I. I don't. Chan, made me realize that I can indeed have my studies, my martial arts, and the answer to my biggest want. yet also fear. Somebody really cared, wanted to be with me, and was willing to let me take my time to accept all this, to enjoy it all and find that life was so much better than being caught up in the world I used to isolate myself..... I am so very happy and proud of you, Alan. Always Be Well.
OMG!! It was totally a coincedance XD I can't believe I didn't noticed that about the gif!! But now that I do, I like it ;D Bring on the redhead too!! Say hi to her from me :)
Lucy, you just keep being the sweetest person I know :´) And you still remmeber that girl?! xD Either: You have the memory of an elephant or you really want me to get a real girlfriend LOL You're the best!!
Thank you so much for your word :w: Those were really difficult times for me. And they aren't over. But I will fight to get completely well! :) Thank you so much for always being there for me^^ You even remmebered my birthday (Jan 29th) <3 I still remember yours is Feb 5th^^ I'm sorry I didn't send you my congratulations :(
Now that you are telling me all that about you and Chan I can't help to smile and be happy for both of you! You know I will always wish you both the best of best in this life <3
Froze my butt snowboarding today! I am just learning. Chan is an awesome on skis. So, she has lots of fun. Me, my butt does a great job of sliding on snow xDD. So, we got home went out to dinner and I am now sending email because someone is snoring on the couch - ssssshhh. Oh well, Mid term exams in a few weeks, so sleeping beauty over there has lots of study tomorrow and project papers to write and I have my share of academic stuff to work on, as well.
And you still remmeber that girl?! xD Either: You have the memory of an elephant or you really want me to get a real girlfriend
Yes, I have a really good memort Alan. A girlfriend for Alan? Only when you find a good person that brings happiness, Alan. But, I always enjoy the happy Alan guy. Do you ever see that girl anymore? Well, I really hope you are doing well and seeing all that is good in life. I will always wish you both the best of best in this life <3 well Alan, We get the same from the two of us!
You even remmebered my birthday (Jan 29th) why would I forget that? You remember mine!! oooh, maybe another Hug Attack!!! afterall, it appears you like happy Asian girls with big smiles and leaping hug techniques. LOL!!! I think I can do that!!
Be well Alan. OK, Time for me to go get sleep as well. Need to get up early, go to the Gym and then spend long hours at the Library.
If RIB keeps on giving brittana sh*t then I always can count on my back up OTP to have a happy ending :) Hear from you and Chan is like reading a romantic comedy book lol And I like romantic comedies XD I went to ski when I was in high school! I didn't like it :p It was really hard to move with those damn heavy skies!! I didnt slipped as much as my brother though XD But I would like to try snowboarding sometime! I would like to spend more time in the snow and cold, but I don't have that luck XP
Hows you're sleeping beauty doing? I imagine she looks so freaking cute slleping on the couch!
sigh* I want a girl to bring me happiness too :( I feel so lonely lately, I mean as in the need of a girlfriend.... argh! I sound so desperate right now! No, I haven't seen that girl again :( I'm sure that if I ever do we would spend a great time together :)
I think I do like happy Asian girls with big smiles and leaping hug techniques XD Come attack me whenever you like Lucy, I'll catch you ;D
Chan, the Sleeping beauty? Nooooooooooooooooo, she is a mess when sleeping. Even, the Crazy Cat stays away LOL!!
Come up here for a few days, you will get a life time of cold, snow ice and winter sports. Although, we had mild weather today and had blue skies for a while. Too bad, we had to study all day. I did manage to get out for a walk to the coffee shop on the way home from the library and actually felt warm sun for a moment or two. That was much better than wind blown frostbite. You really sure you want to experience this?
If you do, I can get the sleeping mess that is actually a gifted skier to provide a few lessons and expertise. Then, you can get a frozen butt as well. xD You will change you mind really quickly
Well, you are doing well, now. You are beginning to let go of your addiction and realize that something is indeed missing in your balance in life. Don;t worry someone will appear one day. So, just stay calm. Really...Take it from experience. Ok, between my last boyfriend in China( that was a horrible ending) and officially dating Chan - that was about 7 years. I think I went on maybe 5 or 6 dates in that time. So don't let it become some reason to be sad. It appears that 3 girls have had interest in you since we have been sending letters. That is better than me during my lost years. I think you should find ms mall and coffee!!! maybe you can tell her that some smart BITCH from MIT said Alan is the most best guy. If she does not believe that, then I can kick her A$$ - LOL On second thought, perhaps I am not good at providing dating tips or asstance.
Looks like really awesome pictures of Brittana are being posted - Be STRONG Alan Guy! you can do this!!!
So, you like my dating tips and advise? xDD I will be at my ready to either give big recommendations for Alan Guy or kick someone's butt if they say anything but yes xDD
So, what else is happening? Do you still suffer from the Dumb@ss Duo? Hopefully, you are not being over worked and your back is also getting much better.
So, you want to learn how to ski? OK, we can do that. So, this message board goes to an email address email@example.com - I usually reply on message board, but if you send directly to that, I can reply with a picture of me, and one of the redhead - I have sent them to Alby and Sofia. OK, you will change your mind about redheads. I promise.
an alan review. We saw and read that - awesome!! Yeah!! The best part of glee these days...the return of the alan rant/review.
now, for the bad but funny. i told chan that you did not want her picture because redheads burn your eyes. xDD oooooooooh myyyy. she started speaking in french canadian. that's bad. but, i was luaghing. i had no idea what she was saying, but i was laughing
well, enjoy your week away from the jack@ss duo!! you deserve more than a week away from those two.
hope you are doing well. we have mild weather - finally!!! still have lots of snow on the ground, but no more frostbite on my butt.......
hey chan, his eyes are burning just thinking of redheads!!
Hi Lucy!! Sorry for not answearing sooner, I was real busy D: But I'm kind of free now and guess what? My review on City of Angels is coming up!! :D sadly for you and Chan who loves my rants and me cursing RIB, I don't think this past episode had so bad of moments :)
Hey! Don't be like that! Readheads DON'T burn my eyes!! Tell Chan that I love her!!! But don't get jelly on me ok? lol
Seriously girls. You two are ridiculously adorable <3 You go out together, have runs, grocery shopping, sleep on the couch while the other is at the computer. I really envy your love life Lucy!!
My past week was cool. I got to see a now town and it was really awesome :) I had a great time and could also do some exercise :) Plus, neither my back, neck nor waist hurt all week!! It was a really good time, except that I didn't have computer and I was getting bored sometimes :P Anyways, Im back now and misters Dumb and Dumber are just as a$$wholes as ever XP
Oh that statement :( DON'T LOOK SO DEEP INTO MY STUFF LUCY!! lol I feel like Im constantly being watched by a police or something XD
That statement is for the outside. A reminder of what my obsession with Heather caused me :( Those were really sad days for me.... I keep that statement there so I remember not to get too involved again. Nothing over the top. Just a normal fanboy. Does that exist? XD
On the inside, I still love the beautiful woman and incredible person that Heather is :) But the difference is that she is no longer my only sweetheart. But still, here on this wiki, on the Glee fandom I have dibs on her, you hear?! XD
Have a good night Lucy. And tell Chan that I love her and she rocks!!
Ok. Now Im going to have dinner and then go back to write my review on this past episode :)
Can't wait for Episode 100!!! I really hope we get the songs tomorrow!!! :D I ask for nothing more than that :)
Ohhhhhh, don't worry about the redhead. She is well aware that I was making that up. So, you are OK, no need to worry about an angry redhead xDD.
Our life together? Well thank you for your kind and adorable words. Thank you!!!
Have a good night Lucy. And tell Chan that I love her and she rocks!! Please, NOOOOOOO. That Diva has a big enough ego already!!! ooops, she is speaking french canadian, AGAIN !!! She is sitting nearby as I type. DIVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!
But still, here on this wiki, on the Glee fandom I have dibs on her. No need to worry, you were awarded lifetime dibs, and I vowed to protect them. No one shall ever get those dibs...they are all yours!!
Glad you got away from and enjoyed the time not spent in the presence of: Im back now and misters Dumb and Dumber are just as a$$wholes as ever XP. Freakin idiots!! why are they like that? Send them to MIT, we will fix them. They will come back tame and pleasant... several days of listening to French Canadian will cause enough pain and sufferings....ooops, I did it again....xDD
I love it when chan is there with you while you write to me :D It makes me feel like we are all talking together :) HI CHAN!!!!
You are both welcome^^ I will never get tired of saying that I wish you both all the happiness of this damn world!!!
Ok Lucy. I name you the guardian of 'Alan's dibs on Heather' ok? lol I feel safer indeed XD
I don't know why the f*ck are they like that, I DON'T want to find out XP Though I can't blame much the father. He is old, tired, with a really bad humor and character and he can't entrust no one in his family. He is literaly surrounded my idiots! As for the son? He is an a$$hole by nature.
I am now official guardian of the Alan/Heather Dibs....This is such an honor!! I feel faint xDD
Chan an I - of course we are most happy will your wishes of good things for us. In the evening, we are indeed usually together in the study sending email. We each have our own desks for study and our laptops. during the week, we see each other in the morning and the evenings - inbetween is vast hours of different schedules around class, study, work and exercise, Yes, many times when sending letters in the evening, we are close by.
less than 48 hours to the big reunion. well, for those that can watch it at the proper time. I may not get to watch it until Thursday or Friday.
I know I choose the right persons to guard my dibs xD
I even envy your schedules!! lol You have plenty of time alone to do your stuff and at the same time you see each other everyday and do stuff together!
I'm excited for tomorrow's episode :) I'm listening to Toxic by the Unholy Trinity and I can't wait for the performance!! I think Im going to pee myself from the excitement when I'll watch it XDD
I'm sure that my rant won't have too much negative things about the episode though :) It's going to be a good old feel episode :) Sorry for Chan because I know she likes to read about me talking trash about RIB LOL
You have beauty and eloquence while expressing your reviews....You can simply find meaning and write it in such Shakesphearian love sonnet depth. Far beyond any ability by RIB to fathom what they are attempting to create! your efforts are marvelous to read - you should write romance novels, you would most likely having women melting by page 4.
yet, All I see is: Lucy, Im disappointed in you
I have made decisions in life Alan, and I have seen the world too...I have those I called friends in China that say the very same. Somehow, I never thought that Alan would ever be someone to say just that.
Call me a Bitch, say my opinion is horribly wrong, misquided or whatever. But to tell a Chinese girl that concept of being a disappointment........
I just told Mar that you and her are the only ones I really expect to impress with my reviews. Though I also loved Puk's reaction to my review and that kiss XD And now you tell me all these beautiful words about my writing..... I can't even believe that someone actually thinks that what I write is as beautiful as you describe me to be^^ Thank you so much! I really, really want to be as expresive as I can with my rants. And you keep on telling me that I am :) Thank you so much^^ <3
And I'm really, really, really, truly, deeply sorry of what I said :( I apologize to you with all my heart Lucy. I didn't mean it that way! More like, we were all melting and overjoyed for all the Brittana in episode 100 and you were the only one complaining :/ I really couldn't believe it, not even from you lol So the first thing that came to mind was that I was dasappointed in you.... But I didn't mean it!!!!! I swear!!!! D: More like, you were "freaking out" so I freaked out :(
Please forgive me Lucy :( I take it back! I really do!! I'm not desappointed at all!!!
Oh, Pardon me......I am the one that rocks!!! Merci..I am grateful for your kind thoughts!
I think she uses names like: The Red Head, The Diva.. The Crazy Canadian. Hmmm what else does she call me? She is sending email and said I can reply to this one. No need to be so humble with her. Lucy Bitch will be fine soon enough. Being termed a disappoinment is a cultural thing to the Chinese and girls even more so. Unlike her old friends in China, she is well aware that your use is not meant with the understanding and ill will.
Well now, She is smiling a little arleady. I just got a little bit of Mandarin. I think she just read the 1st sentence.....
Just needed to read 'She is being a bitch, huh?' to notice that it is you, Chan, writing to me :) Hi there rock star! It's really awesome to write to you too, maybe is this the first time? I don't, for some reason I think that you and I have write to each other before, Chan xD But I think it was only to say hi :)
I am really sorry :( I didn't know what the word disappoinmentcould meant so badly for her -__- I'm always sorry for saying that to her. But like I seid, I didn't mean it. It was me freaking out, thats all :P
I'm glad to hear she is smiling^^ I know she know Im sorry. But tell her again for me, would you? :) I know you'll take care of her lol
It was a pleasure to get a message from you Chan^^
Bonsoir chéri :) (I really don't know french, just some words!)
just needed to read 'She is being a bitch, huh?' to notice that it is you, Chan
hmmm - Friends and Fiance delievering the joint pronouncement of LUCY BITCH - How much more wonderful can my lfe become.
Alan, you need not apologize so much. I know that you did not mean that harshly. Yet, it is still a very sad word to me.
I have chosen: Chan, MIT, and Canada. To friends back home, you would think I had become a drug addicted prostitute in some back alley. They have treated me with words like disappointment, and said that I am a failure that has turned away from my heritage and culture. When, I read disappointment, I see those people.
I don't think you do Alan, but do my decisions in life make me a disappointment? I hope not.
Is one more upsetting than the other? Long ago, I told you I do not want friends that judge me, or think they need to impress me, or treat me with any differently. I will always find what I find enjoyable about those that do the same with me.
Hope all is well Alan guy!
Keep on writing Alan...You have a gift, a talent....I hope you get to use it for your benefit in life.
Are you OK? I have watched my last episode..But ep 101 was really good. I think we both once siad the show had lost it's was in all the ships and had become something other than the premise the started on. The final scenes in the choir room took me back to that Sept 9, 2009 episode. I never did watch the Pilot.
It had humor: Artie/holly in the hallway, april/Holly playing kill/marry/bone, quinn's I
onated the egg line
Okay, I know this is kind of Bad Lucy, agan, But the ep was not really about the Ships as much as how they have grown, what they had overcome. It was about all of them and Mr. Shue's vision. even Sue being ...well complimentary was all really good. Too bad RIB wrote just horrible cr@p most of s3 & s4. This was actually a really good ep.
I hope you send a wall message on occassion - We Both always look forward to knowing Alan guy is doing well.
I thnk - Via con dios - well, not really YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE MOST BEST.
PS...Chan is working on my stunted, inability to be expressive and show emotion and all that crap....Someday, I may even say things like.......OH, F*ck it all ( well not that, but she has got me to use that word - xDD)
I liked episode 101 too. And I was ok with it not being all about the couples. brittana and Quick were still great! And we had closure :) I hope we see Brittany back soon. I heard something about episode 20, but idk.
hahahahaha Im not worried about what Chan could do to you XD
Well, I am glad you have some good news: watching the entire Glee series with Eric. That is good Brother/Brother Bonding...and must be some type of strong will kind of test. I mean 100+ episodes of RIB over such a short period of time.....That is incredible LMAO!!!
Sorry to read about the internet problems. That must be s bit disheartening. I hope all returns to normal. But, it is just one of those annoying things that happen in life...I know, I have lots of those.....
So, what is hapening over here:
1. I have finished writing my thesis, and now prepare for Dissertation defense, and edit the thesis for publishing quality
2. we are going to China in June..So, getting ready for that
3. the crazy cat threw up in Chan's shoe - so, we had to buy 6 new pairs ???!!! what up with that? xDD
4. I had bar room fight #2 - no kidding. They called, woke me up and told me that 2 drunks guys would not leave thme alone. I was mad and not ready for any nonsense. So, I kicked the crap out of them, and went home and back to sleep....I think I was still in my pajamas...xDD
5. I think Marlene has just identified being a LUCY BITCH as a new way of describing people in a bad mood. LOL - you should ask her to tell you about it, or READ it on her Message Wall - it is Funny. Look under the loooooooooooooong thread titled, Thank you for the cake...all the way at the bottom....Feel free to comment
I really don't know what has got into my brother to want to watch Glee. But Im having a lot of fun! Tonight we'll be watching the last three episodes of S2 and start watching S3. I still couldn't catch up with S5 D: So I'm sorry to say but there won't be any rants/reviews any time soon -___-
I can't watch anything with my internet SO f*cking slow!!! I'm starting to lose my patience, really >(
I'm happy you are doing awesome with your work! You make me feel so proud. I can't believe I have a friend who is so smart and bada$$ as you Lucy!! Not to mention that I think your girl is just as bada$$ XD Say hi to her from me and that Im sorry I can't write anything untill I catch up with the show D: She got just one pair of shues ruined and she got 6 pairs? xD Yeah, whats up with that? lol
Why theres people calling you so late to kick drunks' a$$es? Are you some kind of security or something? lol
It really doesn't surprise me if Mar is calling anyone with bad mood that way XD
Hope you are doing great my friend :) See ya next time^^
I can't watch anything with my internet SO f*cking slow!!!
Alan, that is terrible. I hope this on going internrt problem is fixed soon. This is not good at all !!!
Why theres people calling you so late to kick drunks' a$$es? Are you some kind of security or something? lol
It was Chan and the nieghbor's wife. They went out for fun. They called and woke me up because of these two moronic guys that would not leave them alone. The nieghbor and I went to get them. I was in no mood for two idiotic guys. So, I just kicked the crap out of them. Those two went someplace else. The nieghbor took me home. I went back to sleep and he returned to his card game with his buddies. So, yes I am security for certain people.
She got just one pair of shues ruined and she got 6 pairs? xD Yeah, whats up with that? lol
Alan, She is a Freakin DIVA.. it was a traumatic loss and this required a shopping spree to overcome!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Spare me!!! LOL
Always a good day when Alan sends a letter. Have fun!!