So as you can all see this is my first ever blog. Like ever. I don't even know what a blog is but I'm guessing it's like Twitter only you can write more stuff (is that even accurate?)
I really don't know where to start but...I'm lesbian. Before you go the comments section and comment some stuff I would like to clarfiy something: This isn't a phase. I know it's common that we question our sexuality from time to time but I I've done a lot of thinking. I think I've known that I was gay since I was young. As I grew up, I found myself attracted to girls more than guys. I didn't worry about that feeling but as I grew up, I began questioning myself. I practically said to myself "Oh, this feeling will go away when I'm older." But it did not. Then as time passed, I suddenly had a crush on one of my friends. Though I guess it's pretty normal to have crushes on your friends and like all crushes fade, this one didn't. I was scared to make a move. Though I tried to push that feeling away, I fell even harder for her. And now she has a boyfriend and every time I see them together I feel depressed and angry at the same time and now I'm in love with my best friend and as much as I'd like to rant on about them let's get to why I made this blog about coming out to Glee Wiki in the first place.
For most of my life, I haven't been honest to others about my sexuality. I had a realization that I was gay in the episode "Sexy" because of what Holly Holliday said that it was not about who I was attracted to but who I fell in love with. And so...
This is sort of/kind of similar to Santana's storyline so you know how that plays out and I don't want to make this blog this long (except that she (Brittany) hasn't broken up with her boyfriend, coming out to the rest of the school, coming out in front of her grandma and her parents).
I have accepted that it's normal to be in love with your best friend, I have accepted what I am and I have accepted that it's normal to be myself. Though I haven't been here for very long, I have gotten to know some of you and I guess it's safe for me to say that the Glee Wiki is becoming my second family (I kind of owe that second family thing to Molly since I constantly hear her say it) and like family, I hope you guys will accept me for just being myself.