So, there's been a lot of drama going on lately. Like, A LOT of drama. It seems like everyday there's been fights, swearing, threats, and a lot of blocks. I went on vacation for, what, two days? I could've gone on chat the day I left, but I decided not to. And I think I made the right choice, because I would've had to go in there and feel like I was getting punched in the face.
The day after I came back from vacation, I decided to go on chat because I missed all my friends. I get on chat, and yeah, I'm greeted with open arms, but then I found out about what had happened on chat, the chat I decided not to go on.
And I cried.
I cried, and I cried, and I cried, and I didn't care if my sister thought I was weird because of that. I just cried, because I needed to. It's called expressing myself. They do it on Glee all the time. Oh, and if you wanna know what I was crying about, read the paragraph below. Yeah.
I'm appalled at what is happening here. I'm just shocked. It's incredibly hard to believe. But I'm not just considering taking a break because I'm stressed, I'm taking a break because I'm scared. Call me a baby, but the idea of trolls and cyberbullying has really freaked me out a lot. No excuse, I just need to take a break from the wiki.
You know there have been trolls on here, I won't deny that. But never ever has there been so much drama that I'm considering taking a break. I've had it.
Do you know that last night, I was thinking about all the drama here and it scared the hell out of me? Yeah. That's how stressed I am. Uh-huh. The Wiki is stressing me, for the first time ever. I was considering taking a break yesterday too, and the day before that. I come on the Wiki, and I don't wanna go on chat because I'm freaked that there's gonna be some huge fight with a lot of swearing and kickbans and emotional stuff, and I honestly don't even wanna come on chat. But I still do, because I know that I have friends there, friends who might need me (because I give rocking advie. F. T. W.) and friends who I might need.
So I still come on for YOU GUYS, and YOU GUYS is all the people on my friends list. All of them, I come on for you guys. If it wasn't for you all, I probably wouldn't be on chat this very second while I'm writing this blog. But I think that I'm too stressed to handle this. I'm just done. I might be taking a one-week break from chat, but I might not. I'm still thinking about it. If I do take the break, I'd still answer messages on my and other people's message walls and I'd still edit. I just wouldn't come on chat. And to all of the trolls who have been causing this drama, I have nothing to say to you guys. Nothing. You guys are the reason I'm making this blog, and I just have nothing to say to you guys.
Bye, guys. For now.