As some of you may know about the blog about me and DocMD's situation. I think that it's time for me to prove that everything you guys say is true and I owe each and every one of you a major apology.
I have been pretty unstable as a bureaucrat, and I'm disappointed in myself for making this situation come this far. I've had multiple outbursts that really scared some users and I really feel bad about it.
I've realized that when I was bureaucrat, just a lot of things went through my head: family, school, the wiki and relationships, all have struggles and it just all builded up into anger and I agree myself that I just can't handle being bureaucrat. But I seriously want to be honest and want to be truthful with all of you. I am not a mean person, I never try to be. There is a really sweeter side of me that you guys have never seen before.
I've turned myself into a monster and I'm never letting that happen again. I also do apologize to certain people, like Julietfan2626, CelesteGleek and RandomRambler,
I've came at you guys in a completely wrong way, and I really really hope you guys can forgive me.
At times, I'm very insecure, I do have social problems and most likely want attention.
I just want this whole situation to stop, I do want the wiki back where it was a big happy family, and trust me, we're still a family.
I love you guys with all my heart and I would do anything just to make this wiki safe. Unfortunately, I've made the wiki unsafe.
If all of you can just forgive me for my mistakes, I PROMISE all of you that I will be more nicer, I will change my attitude, because deep inside, I'm a really nice guy that has true feelings, I promise in no time that I will make all of you proud of who I actually am inside.
No more of the split personalities or the crazy outbursts, if you can just see who I really am, I hope you all could just change your mind about me.
I really want you guys to forgive me for my mistakes. This is the only place that I trust for help and acceptance, I've felt that way when I first came out as bisexual to the wiki and I still trust it now.
Please forgive me, Glee Wiki for my rudeness, my anger, my insecurity and my issues. ♥
I'm coming home, I'm coming home. Tell the world that I'm coming home. Let the rain wash away, all the pain of yesterday. I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes. I'm coming home, I'm coming home.
Tell the world that I'm coming... home.