Hey I am Goku24 or Raven2. This blog is to inform you about me. I am 16 and a shophmore in high school. I am also gay and out. But things haven't been going to well.
Ever since i came out, kids have been bullying me and taunting me. I have been pushed down flights of stairs, poked with forkes at school, and other things that i can't stand. I have started to cut myself because of all of these things and no one will help me. I seem to have more online friends than real friends since they all think they can use me for things that they want to steal from my house. I can only keep it together long enough to use a computer and watch videos and read stories about people who have things just as bad as me. Stories like this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdkNn3Ei-Lg. This shows how people are getting pushed too much in the world today and it needs to stop. Watch the video because that is the only way i can really discribe my feelings right now.
UPDATE: Things are going better than ever! My friends are all on my side again and help me through the hard times i have. I hardly ever get picked on anymore because the last person who picked on me i slammed into a locker and you know how high school is. I feel inspired so much that i am getting ready to start the next chapter of my fanfic and things couldn't be going better! XD
UPDATE: I was walking down the hallway today and said "Hi" to my friend. He looked at me and just walked away not totally weird it aways happens its high school for Blaine's sake. Later, he finds me at the end of the day and offers me a ride home. When we get there he looks at me and says "I don't think it would be a good idea for us to hang out anymore. People are looking at us weird and starting to think that we are dating." I look at him holding back tears with my mouth open in disbelief, "Why would you care? You said that you were ok with me and didn't care what others said." He reached over me opened the door and told me to get out and never talk to him again and delete his number from his phone. I got out of his car and I watched him pull away. When he was gone from sight I ran inside and threw myself on my bed and cried. I didn't stop until my mom got home from work 2 hours later. She saw my puffy eyes and asked what was wrong. I told her that I am coming down with pink eye and its nothing to worry about.